Love, Loss & Awakening Chapters

Journey Progress

16 chapters are now available. New chapters continue to be released as the journey unfolds.

16 of 18 chapters published

Available Chapters

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Chapter 1

Hope

A reflection on true love, loss, and the impossible task of finding joy again after losing a best friend and spouse.

Released April 3, 2026
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Chapter 2

Vietnam

Childhood lessons about toughness, war, and emotion take on new meaning when cancer changes everything.

Released April 17, 2026
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Chapter 3

The Rabbi

A chance encounter in a hospital hallway plants a question about Divinity, signs, and purpose that echoes through the story.

Released May 1, 2026
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Chapter 4

One Big Happy Family

In the shadow of illness, a family discovers moments of closeness, laughter, and love that become unforgettable.

Released May 8, 2026
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Chapter 5

Her Tear

One final tear becomes a lasting reminder of goodbye, love, regret, gratitude, and the courage to keep living.

Released May 17, 2026
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Chapter 6

Decisions

The hardest questions in life often have no simple answers, only the weight of choices and the search for peace.

Released May 31, 2026
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Chapter 7

Divinity, Part One — Understanding

After witnessing loss again and again, Dennis begins searching for meaning in the moments that seem impossible to explain.

Released June 13, 2026
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Chapter 8

Whole Heart

Can a broken heart ever become whole again?

Released July 3, 2026
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Chapter 9

The Awakening, Part One — Serpent Tongue

An unexpected lesson begins the next stage of healing.

Released July 3, 2026
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Chapter 10

The Parrot

Sometimes the truth finds us in the most unlikely places.

Released July 3, 2026
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Chapter 11

The Awakening, Part Two — Nair Nipples

A painful grooming experiment becomes a humorous lesson in vulnerability, dating, self-acceptance, and learning to live on his own terms.

Released July 19, 2026
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Chapter 12

A Hundred Bottles of Beer on the Wall

The search for a new soulmate becomes a long, exhausting refrain, fueled by determination, high expectations, and a refusal to settle.

Released July 19, 2026
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Chapter 13

The Boardwalk

The Long Beach Boardwalk carries memories of young love, family adventures, caregiving loneliness, and one final journey with Hope.

Released July 19, 2026
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Chapter 14

Ego Penis

Caregiving, grief, and loss take a toll on Dennis’s sexuality and confidence as he begins the difficult journey toward intimacy again.

Released August 12, 2026
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Chapter 15

Home

After Hope is gone, everyday memories of home become powerful reminders of love, regret, lost time, and the things that truly mattered.

Released August 12, 2026
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Chapter 16

Fucked Up

Finding lasting love may come down to accepting our own imperfections and finding someone whose imperfections fit with ours.

Released August 12, 2026
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